After reading “Sum” by David Eagleman, I came to a realization. If the afterlife was like was like one of the forty that he described then I should start working on my afterlife now. If the after life was nothing more than the life today then what should I worry about right? but there’s a lot. I mean waking up to the same people, the same setting might be nice for those who don’t want change. Having a stable job, greeting your co-workers in the morning and and a phone call from your mother asking you when you’re going to visit? sigh….. it’s not so bad, but wait, it is. It is because this is what you’ll be facing forever, since it is the afterlife already. No one new to meet, no strangers on the street, the same restuarants, the same places to go. In other words you’re living in a bubble with things and people that you are familar with. Everything else spontaneous is nowhere in existance.  So I figured that if this was the case, then I rather have YOU around even if I was miserable, I wouldn’t mind seeing you everyday and have you do the things that annoy me all the time. Because being with you makes my feelings spontaneous. Like at times I’m not even sure how I can love you even more when you hurt me but I do.