Not a pleasant Tuesday morning. You were right, I should have not stayed at your place. So when I woke up this morning I thought everything up until then was a nightmare. Because I turned over and you were still next to me. It felt like nothing has changed. But then my alarm rang to remind me that I have school and that you were no longer going to come back with me.  This nightmare was worse than the last because at least in the last I woke up only thinking you were next to me and then carried on with my day. This time you were really there, but feeling have changed since then. I really wanted to hold you closer and tell you that I still Love You very much, but you can’t really say that to a friend. Especially when we’re still in that awkward stage of not knowing what we’ll be.  Thanks <3 for pulling me in for a hug before I had to leave. Thanks Best Friend.