“Baby, why’d you leave me, why’d you have to go
I was counting on forever, now I’ll never know
I can’t even breathe
It’s like I’m, looking from a distance, standing in the background
Everybody’s saying, he’s not coming home now,
This can’t be happening to me” -Just a Dream Carrie Underwood

Wake me up! I’m tired of the same old thing everyday. Waiting for someone who I know will never come back….. Get me out of here. You don’t even know how many times I’ve packed my bag to get out of this place, because everything reminds me of you.

You’re the first person I think of when I wake up and the last when I hit the pillows. I should have listened when people told me not to, but I was too curious to let you go. Even after all of this, I really don’t regret it. Starting and ending something is part of growing up. But if this is how growing up feels, then I don’t want to at all.

“…Counting on forever,” even though forever doesn’t exist, but since it doesn’t exist, then was all of this forever?, In the sense that forever is a state of mind. If so then I had everything I ever wanted, but what now? too many questions I have to ask when it concerns you, but most of them are questions I have to ask myself.